Take a Turn on The Typewriter

I don't know which opening line to use for my opening post on my first blog 

 on the first day of my career so I wrote you a few....

I think the first line is always scarier then the dark, the first post compares to spiders

 and the rest is just the fear of tripping. My note book is for me, my Journal is for you,

 and this blog is for us. Hi I am writing this blog now because I spent 17 years

 without it.  I have had a crush on her since 4th grade and I think she forgot

 my name in 8th. Let me introduce you to my heart, he would talk to you if he 

could but he's to busy keeping me alive, your going to need to make

 an appointment if you want to know what he sounds like. I think my brain is getting jealous of
 him because I never seem to write about how my mind makes me feel, when really he is doing

 all the work and my heart doesn't do ANYTHING in the department of my feelings,

 but I think my eyes deserve some credit too because everyone is always judging them.
What happened to my juice box, my coloring book, and my moms smile? I looked in my mailbox today and there's a note that is addressed to you but I know I didn't write it, I must of been asleep. There tends to be more wars over religion then there is over power.

I think that is enough for now but how do I end, because no matter what I say, even if you like it, I wont hear an applause cause this is just a blog and I am just Tom Iansek a person behind a person, so I am not going to get any pats on the back I am not going to get any wow that was really good and my mom wont even be able to put it on the fridge because what if you come over and see it. Should I just say thanks for reading have a good day, but that would be lying cause I really don't care about how you day goes, should I end with a deep thought? I could even end with a prayer cause dear lord I keep writing and nothing seems to get better. I don't know if I am in Utah or if I am in Paris, I am probably just on the plane to get there and I am really hoping I don't get shot down because I am really looking forward to spending my whole life entangled in the metal construction of the Eiffel tower.