her white sheets

in my dream I listened to her walk.
her foot steps sounded like tiny little drums being played by our brothers.
they echoed.
as she got closer we danced like the traffic in the city,
i raised her up like a trophy.
and just like a trophy she caught the rain with her lips.
the little droplets of water poured on us like we were sailors.
our ship about to crash but we could only focus on staying dry.
under an umbrella I held her.
with my finger i wrote all over her body the three words i believed would save her.
i love you.
then she left.
and for the last time i listened to her walk.
her foot steps,
were the tiny little drums, only this time being played by my mothers arms,
much softer now.

Save us

Emily tied razor blades to her wrist.
Jake mocked God Growing up.
Kevin never came home without liquor down his throat.
Bailey prayed for cancer.
Mark always drove fast enough to die.
Sarah loved god and always went to church.
Kyle couldn't stop swearing,
oh god.
together they yelled "OH GOD OUR ETERNAL FATHER PLEASE SAVE US"
and he did,
not all at once,
but very slowly,

he saved them all.

Suicide must die.

Dear High School,

             Please don't forget to say hi
             Please Hug Him.
             Please don't go through life alone.
             Please don't die.

Dear High School,
               
            Don't let anyone die this year. Remember the feelings we all had to save everyone when we lost one. Save everyone. Remember now. Don't let Death happen. I love you. I will always love you. Don't die. Please. Please.

Let Me Love, Please

I kissed her just long enough for us both to die.

we fell into our graves and our ghosts laid separate.

never looking for the other we just laid still.

cause lust was always about your touch.

She never cared for love anyway.

Dear damoiseau

I wrote a love poem and it killed me.

 It went like this,

 She said that I was much to far away.

 She said I already have enough friends.

 She said she didn't want me.

 She said shes out of my league.

 She said enough to absorb a black hole.

She said it all with her eyes.

 She spoke nothing but kindness. 

..........................

She spoke like she was dead.

.........................

Neptune listen to the tune of your heart... please

Neptune, Last night you made the planets aligned just long enough for you to hide from us.

I didn't know if you had died, if you were sleeping, or if you were just lost into space. 

I was so scared.

It's a common occurrence and my eyes wouldn't stop bleeding.

Your legs wouldn't stop bleeding

And your wrists, well your wrists all they knew how to do is bleed.

I take a bandage from my heart and put it around your bones.

Bleeding through we make it through. 

The ocean never felt better.

Waves pulled by the moon running over your skin.

Your cuts turn into nothing but scratch paper.

My eyes run dry and it never felt so good.

She shoots for the sky but i shot farther then that, I shot much farther then that.

Because Neptune you were always worth it.

The Future, The Past, Never A Present.

She drank genocide.
Killing an entire species of love it was different from all the rest.
Her funeral was a water park.
My throat was dry.
My lips have nowhere to go.
And my heart has already left.
She slept forever.
All my fingers broken, entangled.
My hands have nothing to hold.

As she whispers into my ears I put flowers on her grave.
She's 6 feet away and that's the closest I'll ever get.
No lies have ever broken my soul like this. I'm shaking like a waterfall
My foot has never hit the floor so fast that shift in the fifth.
Nature Vs. Nature River Vs. River
We're head on.
I try talking to you one last time but you're still asleep.
Now crashing into the biggest rock we've ever seen.
I sleep.
I'm six feet under now and my funeral is a water park.