Christmas

Christmas is Suicide, don't forget to be kind once it's over.

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The lights of the night were never more beautiful then how she would think.
its pitch black outside but she is brilliant.
I wished that she would come closer so that the dark wouldn't seem so intriguing.
I want it to stay black
we don't need the sun
her thoughts are the fire flies, the sky and the light in her eyes.
but now I have vitamin D all over my body and I'm warm.
Im so warm.
I miss the night sky.
Its not warm anymore.
its too late.
its too cold and its too late.

format credit: Madeline Renee McEwan.

Neptune, you are the coldest blue

The sky matches the color of your skin.
Blue.
An ice blue
Blue a neptune blue.
Blue I kissed you
Blue I miss you
Blue you are so cold
Blue you are frozen now.
Your lips match the matches.

Red.
And blue everytime I kiss your blue body I taste the cherry red on your mouth.

It taste like, like love.
Your nails match my favorite color
Gold.
Blue everytime I grabed your hands all the worlds riches are inside of mine.
It's all gold and I am so rich
Your teeth match the snow outside.
White.
Blue it's so white I can't see.
Let me be you, hold still while I make a snow angel inside of your smile.
You are so perfect.
Every part of you is god.
Blue I love you.
Blue.
Blue + red + gold + white = Love
And blue you are love
You are red and you are perfect
You are gold and you are god.
You are white, and you are dead.

I buried you inside neptune so it could match your skin. Blue. but now that you are 6 ft under on abother planet you may never come back. I hope you do but you are dead. You are blue and you are cold and you are dead.

So long....

Neptune......

her white sheets

in my dream I listened to her walk.
her foot steps sounded like tiny little drums being played by our brothers.
they echoed.
as she got closer we danced like the traffic in the city,
i raised her up like a trophy.
and just like a trophy she caught the rain with her lips.
the little droplets of water poured on us like we were sailors.
our ship about to crash but we could only focus on staying dry.
under an umbrella I held her.
with my finger i wrote all over her body the three words i believed would save her.
i love you.
then she left.
and for the last time i listened to her walk.
her foot steps,
were the tiny little drums, only this time being played by my mothers arms,
much softer now.

Save us

Emily tied razor blades to her wrist.
Jake mocked God Growing up.
Kevin never came home without liquor down his throat.
Bailey prayed for cancer.
Mark always drove fast enough to die.
Sarah loved god and always went to church.
Kyle couldn't stop swearing,
oh god.
together they yelled "OH GOD OUR ETERNAL FATHER PLEASE SAVE US"
and he did,
not all at once,
but very slowly,

he saved them all.

Suicide must die.

Dear High School,

             Please don't forget to say hi
             Please Hug Him.
             Please don't go through life alone.
             Please don't die.

Dear High School,
               
            Don't let anyone die this year. Remember the feelings we all had to save everyone when we lost one. Save everyone. Remember now. Don't let Death happen. I love you. I will always love you. Don't die. Please. Please.

Let Me Love, Please

I kissed her just long enough for us both to die.

we fell into our graves and our ghosts laid separate.

never looking for the other we just laid still.

cause lust was always about your touch.

She never cared for love anyway.