Confused

Fuck you nelson.... how do you expect us to write about death when its happening in our school. writing about death wasn't suppose to be real. This week wasn't suppose to be real. your lesson wasn't suppose to actually come to life. Excuse me for the language I just don't know who's next and I just don't want a box of tapes to show up on my porch. I saw his brother talk and I heard what he had to say and even though he knows god is real he is still questioning if his brother will still be there. I would to.

 11 times. there have been 11 times that 11 of my friends have almost taken there lives. thanks for talking with me first.

Dear mom, I love you don't kill yourself. I LOVE YOU

Dear dad, don't kill yourself. I love you

Dear brother brother sister sister, don't kill yourself I love you.

Dear girl I like, don't kill yourself I love you

Dear friends 1-20, don't kill yourself  I love you

Dear Acquaintances, and people I've never met. don't kill yourself I love you

Dear self..... "remember to not hate yourself so much" somebody loves you don't kill yourself.

Dear entire world I love you.

I didn't want to write this post tonight and it was hell, so sorry for the bad introduction.

P.S.
   R.I.P Hunter. I. Love. You.