Saturday, February 20, 2016

this is my last tune, goodnight moon, goodnight Neptune.

This is my last post.
bye guys.
thanks guys.
you're nice guys.
Neptune I am Mars cause of my color aren't I?
My color is red.
My blood is my color.
You cut me up.
It spilled out of me all over my white body.
I am red now.
My goose bumps are a paint roller.
Texture on my walls
You always called me mars
I finally understand.
You were always trying to kill me.
You were always trying to paint me red.
You are Iron deficient
You needed my blood.
I hope it made you happy
I hope it healed you.
I hope this crimson red can turn as white as snow.
Jesus heal me
Jesus show me you are still here
Jesus show me you love me
show me mercy
show me love
show me compassion
Jesus you know what mars feels like don't you,
Being all red.
Being nailed to the sky.
Jesus you love me don't you?
Jesus you love all of us
Jesus you became red so Neptune could stay blue didn't you?
Jesus you love Neptune more then I do.
Jesus I cant save Neptune.
She painted me red yesterday.
So So red.
I want to be the moon again, I want to be white.
Jesus paint me white.
But Jesus please help Neptune first.
She needs to be happy,
She can stay blue if you want her too.
Blue is my favorite color and the color of the sky.
Jesus she loves the sky.
Jesus help me let go.
Her gravity is pulling way to hard on me
I need your help to let go, let me fly through space to a whole new solar system of love
Let me find all the other planets in this sea of space
Jesus is there another planet for me to find?
Will she love me more then Neptune?
Will she let me stay white?
Will I love her smile as much as Neptune's?
Will she have as many laughs as Neptune?
Will they find water on this planet?
Will she water me and help me grow?
Cause its still so hot.
Water me baby.
Jesus, Please let me escape this gravity to this new planet
People tell me she exists but I don't believe them
Will you tell me she exists?
I want this water.
I want your fruit
I want these things for ever.
Jesus please help Neptune.
Jesus Please help me.
Jesus thank you for talking with me so much.
Jesus I cant wait to see you when I go back to space and say "hey Jesus thanks for *Insert planet here* She saved me
She watered me she helped me grow, she made me smile, thank you Jesus, she is perfect, thank you, its good to see you again, Jesus be safe, Jesus don't let them make you sad, they don't know how much you love them, Jesus I have to go now but I will see you soon," "oh wait Jesus last thing, make sure Neptune knows you love her too, she is a good person, you already know that though don't you haha ok haha, hey man ill see you later, CTR and peace out"


Bye guys, Thanks. RT

12 comments:

  1. "water me baby"
    "being nailed to the sky"

    don't go

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  2. "You are Iron deficient
    You needed my blood.
    I hope it made you happy
    I hope it healed you"

    this part hit me like a train. i've felt this exact same thing for over a year now and it's the hardest thing in the world the cut yourself open to help the one you love.

    please don't go just yet.
    but if you must, please keep writing for yourself.

    p.s. ctr and peace out is the perfect way to end a poem

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  3. let me drink the moon with you

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  4. Please write more poems for me to read

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