Devils Snare (calm down its just a jumbled mess)

                       I'm scared of not playing an instrument.
 How can you hear me if I still don't know all the keys.
 I tried to open up your heart but the door was locked.
 It may be past closing time but I still know how to get in from the roof.
                                                           You forgot to delete your mistakes.
                                       I just remembered you're a better liar then most.
      I told the truth once but I just ended up paying a few hundred dollars.
Things cost to much when your rich.
 A homeless man just asked for a dollar and all you could say is "he's just going to buy drugs" when you are the one that brought up getting high.
                                   my friends tried drugs.
                                        I'm scared of drugs.
                           

This isn't meant to be poetic i'm really just saying im sorry.

I'm sorry I've been a tourist.
I use to live in Paris.
I wrote until ink was all over my walls.
There wasn't just one accident.
Lots of things happened.
I left Paris.
I'm Sorry.
I'm trying to get back.
It's hard to find the time.
I have 5 notebooks a blog and a life.
How do you expect me to keep them all.
I'm sorry I'm just a tourist.
I've wrote all my post just before midnight on Sunday.
My creative writing notebook looks like its barley been opened.
Please give me a second chance that's all i'm saying.
once again i'm sorry.
ill go back to my old ways or at least ill try.
I'm sorry.
-Tom Iansek.....

Just teach me to go fishing dad

I'm just trying to explain my hearts names

Its called impressing everyone. Its called playing the right

 song at the right TIME. Its called TIME wont ever stop

 but the world just might. they said TIME stops when

 you fall in love but that's not true cause my 

physics assignments are still late. Its called they 

would have got done 

on TIME but I brought you flowers instead.

 Its called forgetting to put an egg in and how no
recipe ever tasted better. Its called I joked with her
 to much and she took it serious to much and now
 I  will always be a mark on her skin and I will
 never forget how that made me feel. Its called
 the playground bully is real. Its called running
 between the swings and if you were at the same
 height you could be married so quickly. So simple.

 

 Its called I've never actually killed two birds with 

one stone or one bird with one stone and I've never 

seen a bird get up early enough to catch the worm.

 It's called nelson was right, vanilla will never let

 you down but cranberry apple M&M just might.

 Its called I could never explain to you what ame

 my heart will respond to but at least I tried my

 best cause it beats over 100,000 times a day and 

not once did I tell him to. If he would just listen

 to me maybe he would of never got broken

Robots and Questions and Robots with Questions

Please push play and then read along I don't know how well this will work but its different (idk if it works on phones sorry)

If the glass is half empty or half full were all going to die anyways? How can I sit here and smile when she is at home crying… it doesn't seem right.  How can you say you believe in god when you just bought a $60,000 car and your “savior” was homeless? I heard you say you broke up with her but you never told me that you broke her heart and I don’t know if you realize that’s the same thing. 

 I may have broken a few hearts myself but at least I did my best to glue them back together. How come I was never warned about girls, I was always told boys were the bad one but that’s not true. How come? How come my parents have always loved me but I can still be sad? How come anyone gives a shit about the new IPhone when there are kids that can only afford to give a shit about where there next meal will come from? Why can I only chew a piece of gum for 10 minutes? Why doesn’t china come for their money? What are the wonders of the world? And how do I show you that I actually do love you?............

 I don’t know the answers to these questions for I am just a robot for I am just tom Iansek

Things that matter more to me then they do to you. (extra 5)

Ice cream cones, silence, the way that she smiles, the different flavors of Burt bees chap sticks. every flower in the world especially daisy's, 

chocolate milk and I cant remember why, the fact my sister made me a blanket, Chipoltle but not because I've never eaten there. Hairspray and screw drivers. Swings. Storage units, the smell and taste and look of cantaloupe. Fishing (I've never been.) 200 foot cliffs. Macaroni and tomato juice with diced cheese, hmm diced cheese. the seat closest to the window but also closest to my mom. chewing gum loudly. Wisconsin, Boston, and Chicago, twitter. drinking fountains, Germany and how they were my brothers favorite team before they were mine, tramp game, sour gummy worms. easy bake ovens, the colors black blue and white. oh and dark grey. Each one of these things mean something to me but you may never know why.